Listen to your heart no matter what, my mother used to say. And I tried my best to follow her advice. That listening made me get married first when I was 17. This was the first time when my heart failed me. We separated after about 15 months of cohabitation with the final diagnosis of inability to hear what your partner says.
My mother brought me up alone, leading up a single-parenting mode of life, so she wasnt surprised and only said that I was happy to have no kid in my luggage after the divorce. Okay. Everythings gonna be fine, and you will be fine and will shortly find the right one, she was repeating each day. Okay. Dont worry, Ill do how my heart will tell me to do, I was more and more mechanical in repeating that each day.
I hadnt made it back to normal life when I got back to another marriage once again. Ooh, another marriage, now with two kids. It was another product of social consequence of my moms motto.
This cohabitation didnt last long either. After seven years of being a husband and wife my husband met a true love and eventually became my ex- with the possibility of taking away kids for lonely weekends.
I worked at a drugstore, a comfy nice place to spend lonely hours explaining retirees how to use Viagra. And I never thought that I would find my third and ultimately true love at a drugstore explaining how Viagra works to him.
I can recall it in all the details. Im at work doing the same boring stuff as usual. Then suddenly a middle-aged one comes into the drugstore and asks me humbly about the best way to satisfy a woman in bed. Naturally, I recommend him to use Viagra 30 min before the coition and all the necessary things he needs to know about Viagra. Then he leaves and I feel uncomfortable or something. Or maybe I was jealous that someone would share his bed and enjoy Viagra results.
The next day he steppes into the drugstore again and says that for a perfect evening he needs a cute girl that could help use Viagra herself. Maybe I could help? Yes.. err, I mean no.. Why not? Err.. (act the way you feel, maybe he is the right one? Listen to your heart, maybe it is right?). Well, maybe we could try, but I have to be back shortly to feed my kids. Youve got kid? Yah, two kids. I love kids. Etc, etc.
Now we are married blissfully for 9 years and have two more children. My husband doesnt use Viagra, because he doesnt need it so far, that little play at the drugstore was only the way to invite a pretty seller for a date. But I keep Viagra in mind in case we need it one day. :)
Sam, 38
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