Maybe it’s just me not like everyone around, I was thinking staring at the bald spot on my head. Well, I agree that there are plenty of people who suffer from baldness, but WHY ME?? It isn’t fair; I'm young enough to feel a bit ashamed because of it, I’d better feel ordinary, just another stranger on the street, but not the way I do now.

I combed what I had on my head and went out. It was pretty hot and I felt my bald spot started melting. I thought that might be a cool thing on my head if I got all bald afterwards. I thought I might look funny. You know what I mean. A cute guy with a brown spot on his head, it is always funny to see such guys on the street.

I crossed the street and decided to have a cup of coffee in my favorite place in there and entered the café. I found a table and looked around. I was trying to find someone who would look like me and saw a man that was reading a newspaper far from me. Others, though, contemplated this for me and stared at me too.

The thing is that I'm quite young, have a nice job and get enough money to live for myself and even provide for my family. But I don’t have a family because I'm not the hottest guy, you know. Someone told me once that I upgraded my requirements for my partner every time I got hurt by someone, who’s female.

If you look at my head, you’ll see that it is barely covered by hairs, so I have a quite big bald spot on it, though I used to have gorgeous fair hair once. But then I suddenly started losing it and it was like a disaster, getting bigger each day.

You can’t imagine that feeling of remedy-hunting that I had, I read everything more or less related to hair loss and tried tons of pills, but nothing was helpful enough to stop hair loss. I had high hopes for modern alternative methods of baldness treatment, but, you know, just wasted time and money.

So, I had to just keep on going, with or without hair. Anyway, it’s just hair, nothing else changed about me. I still wake up seven o’clock, leave my apartment about 8, then stop by at the café, have a cup of coffee or whatever and go to the office.

Overall, I was thoroughly disappointed in some people around, especially girls, they all are like that, they love cute guys and are attracted by a guy’s look, rather than something else.

What’s on my agenda now? I definitely *will* keep searching for new ways to treat my growing baldness, but I'm not gonna focus on it my head off. And if on an odd chance I *will* find a remedy, I’ll 100% share my experience with other people. I promise.

Marvin, 28